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God, If This is All
I no longer believe in God. Growing up religious, I viewed non-believers with pity. Their lives certainly lacked meaning and truth....
Jun 18, 20244 min read


The Dance
Possibility engages in a pas de deux with anxiety, performing a dizzying ballet. Each seemingly dancing a duet discordant with the other....
Jun 12, 20242 min read


Love: A Proclamation to the World
We, believers of inclusion and liberation, enthusiastically proclaim that love shared between people is one of existence’s great joys,...
Jun 10, 20243 min read


Heavenly Misogyny
My life began with patriarchal Mormon mythology. God, the Father, exclusively ordains men with the highest levels of divine authority as...
May 13, 20245 min read


Closer to Fine
Last spring, I dropped out of graduate school, a decision of vast pride. Usually dropping out and pride live in different sentences, so...
Apr 30, 20244 min read


Surrender
I’ve been interrogating 3 am. Asking the night who I am? And what I ought to do? And why, well why any of it? Why life? And why...
Apr 22, 20241 min read


The LDS Church Expels Members Like Me
Mormonism has extremely low tolerance for dissent from doctrine. I experienced this first hand throughout my faith deconstruction...
Apr 15, 20246 min read


Becoming Real
The thought of freedom continually rings in my mind. Not an eagle-chirping, American-flag-waving “freedom”, but psychological freedom....
Jan 19, 20245 min read


Panic.
This week I started experiencing panic attacks. Anxiety and I are old acquaintances. We understand each other now. I know anxiety’s...
Nov 6, 20222 min read


I Found My Path to God by Leaving Religion
I believe in God. I know how polarizing this statement is. For years, I repressed, ignored, or avoided this truth in my life. I feared...
Jul 28, 20224 min read


Learning to Fail
I keep thinking about the phrase “What do you want to be when you grow-up?” Not “What do you want to do?” or “What jobs sound fun?”, but...
Feb 17, 20222 min read


A Truthful New Years Recap
I tried to make an Instagram post for New Years. I tried to condense the confusion, joy, terror, and peace I felt in the most complicated...
Feb 2, 20223 min read
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